Dear Diary...

------September 28th, 2025

...Heyyyy. It's been like 6 months since I did a blog post. A LOT of things have happened in the span of these 6 months, so sit down and buckle up, buttercup.

First of all, I turned 17 in July. I never thought that I would live that long, especially with my history of severe depression. But here I am, and I am so fucking happy to be where I am in life. I had a really good time; we went into the city and we did karaoke, and I loved it. We then did mini putt putt (I lost lol) before picking up my cake. My cake was a chocolate cake, and on top of it was a picture icing thing with Snoopy in a New Jersey Devils jersey, with "Happy Birthday' in one corner and '17' in another. While I didn't have any friends to spend it with, I still had a great day.

Secondly, I completed my first headstart course at the University of the Sunshine Coast in Semester 1. I did a Introduction to Criminology course online, and I got a credit overall. And currently, I am doing a second headstart course. This one is actually in person, at the Sunshine Coast campus, which is a long drive for me but that's okay. I am still in the middle of the course, it's actually mid-sem break at the moment. I got a high credit on my original song, and only last Friday did I perform with my classmates in a band. We havent gotten our marks back for that yet but I am confident that I will get a distinction. The third assessment is a performance of our original songs, in our assigned bands, in front of an audience; our classmates, teachers/course coordinator and whoever they bring along. I am really happy with this, and I am already doing better in this course than my last one, so SUCK IT career advisor at my highschool who told me to never do anything creative!

Thirdly, I got concert tickets to Indiefest, which is a small, free Aussie music festival with a bunch of lcoal bands. I am really excited to see Mt. Nadir live, cause they're my favourite band at the minute. And I also got tickets for The Lumineers in February, which I am SO excited about because I love their new album so much.

Lastly...I'm talking to a guy. Like, romantically. I redownloaded snap a week ago and I was looking through everyone who added me. I saw this guuy who didn't post hus face but he posted photos of his car on his public profile. I saw that he looked to be in my area, so I accepted and we started talking that same day. He's only 25 mins away from me and he's around my age and I'm SO fucking excited to hopefully meet him sometime soon. I have never actually dated anyone so this is massive for me. He's been so sweet and suportive and he;s already called me 'darl' (which is a shortened version of darling, in case you're confused). I'm hoping that we meet soon and axctually properly get together some time. Oh my absolute god I am so happy with life at the moment.

Okay, I'm gonna go watch TV before going to bed. Goodnight everyone!! Xoxo

------March 4th, 2025

It's official...Green Day concert was cancelled this afternoon because of the cyclone. I'm glad that everyone's safe, but I've genuinely been crying all day becaue I now will never see my favourite band live, because this tour is the last time they're playing Dookie and American Idiot in full, and now I will never hear my favourite songs live. But it's okay, I've shed all my tears (for today at least, tomorrow's a different story). But I don't think I have a strong enough heart to talk about it anymore, I might start sobbing again.

I added a bunch of fanlists to my collections page, and now I'm just waiting to see if I get accepted into them all :3

Okay I'm gonna go now before I breakdown over still being stuck in my house (I have not left the house in days, I'm going insane).

------March 3rd, 2025

My Green Day concert is in 2 days, and while i'm literally bouncing off of the walls in excitement, I'm actually shitting myself at the same time. Cyclone Alfred has just recently been announced to be coming into my area. While this is very much a serious thing that I'm terrified of, the autistic part of me is more worried that I may not be able to go to this concert that I've been looking forward to since like...March of LAST YEAR. But anyway I'll update you guys on what happens soon, cause it's only Monday and the concert's Wednesday. Anyway...love yall, and will update again soon.

------February 23rd, 2025

I started watching "My Babysitter's A Vampire" yesterday, and I finished it today. When I tell you that I LOVE this show, I mean it. And I am SO pissed about how the show ended. I know there was supposed to be a season 3, but I'm so upset that we have no idea what happened.

SPOILER WARNING

Like, I know there's a chance Sarah and Jesse died, but what about Benny and Ethan? Did they die? And if they didn't, they would've eventually found out that Erica and Rory up and left with the Vampire Council girl (Anastasia??? I can't remember). And if they did die...HOW???? Like, I thought the Lucifrator only killed vampires, so how could they possibly die? But then again, this show is insanely unhinged and I've learnt not to question it.

I could talk for ages about the similarities between Teen Wolf and MBAV: Ethan is Scott, in a way; Benny is quite obviously Stiles, and I have many parallels to prove it; Rory is also very similar to Stiles, though I could also probably say he's kinda like Liam too; Sarah is Allison, but I'm not against calling her Lydia; and Erica J (in my opinion) is very much like Erica R or Lydia. These are all my opinion, but I personally feel like they're very similar, especially the girls, since Allison and Lydia are/were kinda popular and they fall/have a connection with geeks, and Erica and Sarah (AFTER the movie) are quite similar to that, so yknow. I think I'm genuinely losing my mind over these two show.

------February 15th, 2025

I went to guitar lessons today. I'm working on quite a few songs but at the moment it's "Sweet 16" by Green Day, "Sweet 69" by Babes in Toyland, and "The Other Side" by James Marriott. My coach thinks I'm doing pretty well, which is cool. I don't know when the mid-year performance showcase is, probably around June, but I'm pretty stoked for it.

My teen wolf hyperfixation hasn't gone away, it's been here for...maybe a year? So it's probably fine to call it a special interest now. I have like 6 teen wolf DRs now, and I'm kinda obsessed (not really). I'm literally so excited to get to s4 because I love Liam so much he's 100% in my top 4.

I'm seeing Beetlejuice the musical in May, and I'm so excited because the guy that plays Beetlejuice is Eddie Perfect, who's the guy that composed and made the lyrics for the musical. It's my favourite musical so I'm kinda bouncing off the walls.

Anyway my dinner arrived so I'm gonna eat it and do more of my schoolwork. Bye :p

------February 13th, 2025

Hello! First blog, wow. Anyway, I made this to kinda use whenever I feel like rambling about my life but in a way that is too formal to write in a journal but too insane to tell people IRL.

I recently finished my first ever resume. I'm hoping to apply for a part-time at Build-A-Bear, since the one near my house is almost never busy (plus all the cute alt girls work there and my nmlnm heart needs a gf soon broski (jk jk jk)). I've watched Cabaret (1993) 6 times this year so far, I'm literally so autistic about it, I'm gonna hurl.

I'm gonna go make french toast for dinner now because no one can stop me. Bye bye, my loves ^_^